The little baby steps

Tiny little baby steps are what I am taking right now. IT's hard to sum up all of the personal issues I have been dealing with in the last six months. i feel like I have been so broken and recently, the pieces are slowly being put back together. These tough times have made me see the world in a totally different light, but not completely in a bad way. I feel as though I have more perspective and tougher skin. And honestly, I will just put this out there, it's brought me so much closer to the Lord. It's exciting and very scary all at the same time. At this point it's very hard for me to put it into words without getting very emotional. Everything is going to be alright and I am so interested to see what the next 6 months of my life will be like.


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I now know what it is like to have a piece of technology change my life. Thank you Steve Jobs.... i now understand what all the hype is all about. This is the easiest computer I have ever used and I didn't feel like such a retard when I was setting this puppy up. Genius. Bye bye PC world, Hello land of yuppies! It is just truly a great thing to be able to download apps and get music wherever there is a free wireless network. this is just nuts. i can't believe the smile on my face. I put like a thousand songs on this bad boy. i will never hear the same thing twice. Please no one steal this from me at work. Thank you very much.

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Music is so amazing..... download this CD and thank me later.......



I forgot I had loaded this onto my iTunes. So good!!!!


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I love all that visit this blog and I try to give you something to look at. I get lazy and don't want to type as much sometimes. This is a really cool weekend for me. For those of you who don't know, I am known as P1 Quimby and for the last 3 1/2 years I have been listening to a wonderful morning show here in San Diego. It's called the Mikey Show and it is quite literally, the best radio show on the freaking planet in the the last 20 years. And during the time I have been listening, I call in on a regular basis, participate at events they hold and have been very involved with a fansite called. My wonderful friend Danny had the idea and put it into motion. Anyhoo..... the are bestowing upon me an amazing honor. i am being inducted into their first ever "Hall of Fame. And they are treating myself and 6 other gentlemen (Spaceboy, Taalon, Sanjaya, Danny, T-Rex, and Paparazzi" like feaking celebrities. Nothing like this has ever happened to me, ever. The "prizes" that we get are, well in a word DYNAMITE! I'll blog about what all goes down after it's all said and done.

Do me a favor, listen to this damn show and go to P1 Site and for audio and blogs by the show.

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And Now for your ................. some amazing art................... to culture you.




Have a good week...................

Well here I am

Okay so I am finally back to writing a blog again officially. i am now a proud owner of a Mac Book and I could be happier!!! This is the first computer that is mine!!!


For the longest time I tried to rebel against Steve Jobs and i have finally craved and become a full on yuppie. I must say, it is not very bad at all.

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So this whole Presidential Race has me all kinds of confused. Who the hell is really better for this country?? I don't know what to make of politics. Every time people start discussing it, it makes me want to fall down and puke. No joke. I just have no real interest in politics and it seems to me that no one is really that great for the country. Ahhhhhh!!!!! just blogging about it make me want to die on the inside.


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This show has completely taken over my life. I love Big Brother SO much. it's such a great show! I would really love to get a chance to be on that show and go for the chance at 500,000 dollars. It's the ultimate psychology experiment. You are completely cut off from the world and forced to deal with all personality types, no TV, no radio, no movies, no going out to dinner and subjected to these crazy games to ensure your ability to eat and not have to wear a unitard. the show is absolutely brutal and I really think I would be up to the challenge. You may think I am Gay for loving this show so much........ well the answer is yes.


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it is so late. i should not be up this late, but this computer is consuming me! My whole life has just been updated technology wise. I am upoading every CD I own on to my ITunes library. I got an iPod touch as well. This is all so crazy. It uses wireless technology....so I can download songs right from the device. SO AWESOME. And I can check my facebook account with it. I wounder if there is wireless at my work..... We shall find out..........

My life is getting really different. i can't explain it, but things are changing....HELL i am changing.

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Oh so hear is some beautiful art for you to look and enrich your life with





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These are the last 3 CDs I uploaded:









GET THEM.








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Well hello. I haven't written in days so , like , here I am. Oh my gaw.

I don't have so much to say. I am just not feeling super creative. I have been working like a dog, trying to throw in a workout every day, goof around online and contribute to the P1 Army front. Right now life is exhausting right now. I want to be a good friend and I feel like a jerk if I can't give my friends my time. Ah, I think I am just going through a busy season right now. Life has suddenly taken off lately, I can't believe it's been 5 months since Ben passed away. It's gnarly.

On the note of Ben, I swear I can see and feel him everywhere. He really left his mark in this world. I am am going to find his testimony and post it soon. Just to keep his spirit alive. I have no idea who reads this blog, but my brother Ben was such a sweet and caring guy. SO much. His prayer list was enormous and he took the time to pray for anyone he ever met. I'll always have a piece of him in my heart and I hope he knew how much I really did love him!



I hope I get to see him again one day. It's weird not having a sibling that lives near me. My sister is like a 1000 miles away, but she is in a good place where she's not tempted by her demons and is moving forward in her life.

Sometimes it's hard. I do kind of feel alone, but I am not in a dark place. I just looked out for those two so much as we grew up, so it's weird that I am just looking out for Katy now. SO weird.

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So on to a brighter note.

PODCASTS!

If you own an iPod and you don't get podcasts you are missing out! If you love talk radio or just great stories in general, you have to pick up:

"This American Life"


Ira Glass above is the host and I believe on of the executive producers. He has a voice that is smooth as silk and the episodes are so rich, interesting and different. There is now a show in Showtime, that is the TV version of said podcast. Go to iTunes and tune in now. Don't Wait!!!

I also get the daily shows of "Frosty, Heidi and Frank" which is a mid-day show up in LA on Free FM. Super funny and entertaining.

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There has been so much talk lately with my friends about religion, faith, gay marriage, sin and all kinds of stuff. There are so many things that are great about being a Christian. The everlasting love, the promise of eternal life, and a knowing that you aren't alone in this world. It make me really mad sometimes, that man screwed it up, and then maybe I don't feel so bad because, well we're human. To me being a Christian is about showing people unconditional love and kindness. I am not here to judge anyone. At one time in my life I had lost faith a bit in Christianity and then I discovered this guy,


Jay Bakker. Son of Tammy Faye Bakker and Jim Bakker. The page for his Church is not working but it's called the Revolution Church and he's trying to bring forth the message that Jesus was trying to bring to us all. I found this page on Wikipedia. Check this guy out, he's awesome and I am going to read his biography soon...... updates to come!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jay_Bakker


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So I guess this will be short and sweet. Dad is about to take this computer over and he's little cranky. The man accidentally walked a mile and a half out of his way while Geo Cache -ing today. It's hard to explain what it is... but if you have a GPS system, you should really check this out:

http://www.geocaching.com/

He hurt his back a bit, so by the time my mom got home from work. Dad was 2 gin and tonics in........ He fell back asleep..... looks like I may get to write longer than I thought.

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Life at work sucks ass right now.....ROYAL ASS. I have more work than normal this month and I think I can get most of it done. Man what I have to do... you don't even wanna know.



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Dad is awake.... who knows what will happen now. I'll wrap this up..... I'll give you what you came here for......


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There are many things I like to to do................... reading is one of them. I am right now reading: "Born Standing Up" by Steve Martin. About his time as a stand up comedian. Great book so far.



He's written a few screenplays and Broadway plays. My favorite one to date:


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Art will make you feel better about a bad day....... and you thought you were having one......



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Anyone who reads this, THANKS!!!! I love sharing with you. My dad is so hilarious. He tired out the dog too. Oh gosh, weird noises coming form mom and dad's room..... I am so out of here!

It's the story, of a lovely lady.....

Who happens to be my mother! My mom is a wonderful, caring and sweet person. I don't always see eye to eye with her, but who really agree with their Mom all of the time? She sacrificed so much for especially for my brother Ben. Ben had muscular dystrophy and she lived her life for him while he was on this planet. I know this year has been hard for her so far, so if you pray..... send one up for my mother, Benny Lu Evans. She is such a strong person and I admire her soo much. I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!!!!


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I am so sunburnt on my face right now. I spent the day at Qualcomm with the P1 Army for The Mikey Show Sticker strike and it was a beautiful day. WE had no idea it would be as sunny and beautiful as it was. And I just flat out forgot about sunblock. It was such a fun day and I got to hang out with a bunch of folks that I love to death.

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I am so boring today, I don't have much to say. Yesterday was super long, I feel so wiped out right now. I am gonna go watch my favorite TV show on DVD. You MUST check out this show:



This show will make you laugh your ass off I swear. I wanna go back to Philly!

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I typed in the word "weird" on Photobucket. I found this interesting......



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I am ready for something to change in my life. I have no idea what it is, but I want to live with passion and do my part to glorify God. To some of you, this may sound weird or you may not understand it, but I am ready. I feel like I have been at a bit of a stand still since Ben passed away. I am ready to get up and do something new, different..... anything. I feel as though I may be stepping out of the fog of a depression and getting the energy to pick myself up and be an even better version of myself. All know is now, I have this feeling. And I feel life pumping through my veins again.

There is no need for me to be scared anymore.

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You should own more art...............



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One Love.

I smell like pechuli oil.......

Why would you want to smell worse than you own B.O.????? REally, I can name some other great smelling oils..... sandalwood or amberwood. Pechuli really???? There is this woman in my office who is real crunchy and wears that crap. Getting in to a elevator with her is the worse. I want to rip off my own nose. And then stomp it!


Oh and another thing.......


Seriously. I watched a documentary on Peta and the woman who started it, Ingrid Newkirk. She is a frickin' weirdo. She would save a dead pigeon (flying rat) over a starving person. Gave a turkey a room with a couch and music. Really.......

Soooo a lion is a murderer. He can eat meat but I can't. Yeah. Yer smart.

PETA is a bunch of crazies and they would rather kill you........ read and decide for yourself. Meat is murder... and I wanna eat you too.


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/People_for_the_Ethical_Treatment_of_Animals

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mmmmmmmm......................... i am having the most delicious martini right now. so dirty... so tasty. olive juice is the bomb-dizzle.


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I guess I have started a little revolution here with the blogging. 3 friends o mine have now started started their own "blogspots" since I posted mine in the forum I go to everyday (P1site.com BTW).

I am excited, this blog thing is great. I can speak about whatever and you can all, well, kiss my booty. This is going to be soooo fun. Weekly blog wars will be going down for sure. Maybe we can start a blog club, like a book club. Once a week we have to write about a designated topic. Hey blog team....... whuddya think?????? Tell me in my comments.

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Hey P1 Army...... I love all of you. All of you. I have never been a part of a fan club...EVER. You are all awesome and I have made some really close friends thank to MR. P1 Danny. Sir, you are the best... you rocka my life. Spaceboy, you are more than I could have ever imagined. Joe E Tata.........why were we ripped apart at birth. You rule!!!!!

Sorry, had to gush about the fun that is the P1 Army family




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Art is good for you.................




seriously, it will cure what ails you.

This is gonna be over real quick

SO I have lots to accomplish this evening and I stayed way to late at work. Why do I even care enough to stay late. I work with someone who is so passive aggressive. If I have done something to offend or make you mad. Then fricken say something, don't let it just sit and not talk to me. GAY!!!!

This job is crazy. I should have listened to the warnings of others. I live in a world that is made of paper work. It makes me want to punch people.



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Ah, I have been so frickin' tired lately and I don't think I am gonna lose 20 pounds by Shavon's wedding. We'll see. I am ready to put in the work. Why the hell is it so easy to gain weight and difficult to get rid of it. Why is it so hard to save money and then so easy to throw it all away. Life baffles me to the max. Like totally.

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Why are most women so ridiculous most of the time. Why does it matter what brand name is on your purse. Why does eveyone want to be a size two? I wish more women would lift each other up and STOP reading US Weekly, it's so dumb. I'm telling you it's the society we live in. Shoot, I swear it's Southern California..... it warps peoples minds. IS it that there is too much sunshine out here or something? I would say 75% of women in So CAl are total and complete beatings. I can be a beating.... but I make up for it by how awesome I am as a person. Women, get it together stop judging each other and trying to one up each other. So retarded, take care of the inside before you slap a pair of Saline filled bags in your chest. Sheesh.

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Today on the Mikey Show, Mikey went off on a CRAZY Neil Diamond impersonation. Too funny. Check out the daily audio on P1site.com from Tuesday to check it out. If you don't know who Neil Diamond is..... figure it out already



He' like buttah.

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Get some culture........

I'm Ron Burgundy???......

Over all, I felt like the podcast went REALLY well on Saturday. Go Podcast team! Break.

I think now we aren't taking things so seriously and having genuine fun with it. I think we could even break away from diving into the mikey show as much and maybe focus more on P1 Site and the like. Next episode will be NO. 5, like mambo.

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I to date have not seen the latest episode of "LOST".



I know I will have time to watch it finally tomorrow. It's funny how TV isn't such a huge deal to me lately, well, except for my late night reality shows. Name one, and I I've seen it. Some are a little more "scripted" than others, but it makes me happy to know I'm not that messed up that I need a reality for attention.

Ah but LOST, everyone I know watching the show is freaking the hell out. I will get there dorks.

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I miss having more girlfriends in my life. One is coming back home soon, the other, she's planning a wedding, so let's just say "She's not well right now". All my other ladies are sprinkled across the country. I love hanging out with the guys, but sometimes they drive me nuts and whuddya know, they have nuts. I want to be able to cry freely and talk about how I hate my fat ass and "Rock of Love".

Honestly though, I am ready to move the hell out of southern california. It is so expensive here, I don't know how long I can afford it out here and raise a family. SCARY.

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Man, why don't I write poetry anymore? I wonder if it's because when I made most of those works long ago........ I was on drugs, well one drug. Weird how drugs makes you so creative and so stupid all at the same time. I don't miss those days at all and to think it was only 5 years ago, man how time flies.

I have to say, I bitch about my parents sometimes, but they are the best roommates ever. Really, it's so kick back and it's not free. It's my choice, but I know I am where God wants me for now. I wonder where HE wants me to go next??

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I typed in 'inventions' on photobucket................. this is my fave......



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I LIKE ART.........



and I like you.

Guess who's back

back again, Quimby's back... tell a friend.

The last few days, not super exciting, yet I did see Harold and Kumar Pat duex. IT was the typical gross out, and pretty funny. I finally saw the trailer for Pineapple Express.... I can't wait! The trailer made me laugh really hard.



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I am back in the gym again. It's time, I am over being depressed and coming home to just watch TV and veg. I know Ben has to be in heaven and yelling down at me to get back in gear. I love you baby brother, let's do this.

Shavon and I are gonna partner up so we look extra super for her impending nuptuals.

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Things I feel are starting to look up for me I am thinking, I am getting m y life a little more in order and getting my spiritual life re built a little here. There are some awesome people in my life who are joining me on this jouney and I am excited to see where it goes.

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We are doing another podcast this Saturday and I am super excited. What podcast you say?? Well I am an avid fan of the MIKEY SHOW here in San Diego.



It's a morning show on Rock 105.3 and I love it more than anything I have ever heard. I am obsessed with this morning show, I know weird eh? Well I am know as P1 Quimby and I call in pretty frequently. They are really cool with their listeners and apparently, I have been given Hall of Fame status, yeah for a morning show. Yes, I am a total geek.

So me and a few other P1s who help moderate www.P1site.com. It's a website for fans of the show to interact and get to know one another. We do a bi-weekly podcast summizing the show and talking about happenings around the site. We do a few comedy bits, it's lots of fun. If you want to listen go to iTunes and search podcasts for the P1 Podcast.

Here's a link too......

http://p1site.com/podcast/podcast.php?pid=ep002

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This is me sometimes.....




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If you are reading this blog.... thank you....... i have a boring life. Maybe something exciting will happen.

Here I am.....

Here it is, another blog out there in the universe.

Brutally hot today, I am so ready for summer and swimming at the Coco house. It's supposed to cool down during the week. I am happy it was warm wonderful weather whole I was free of my cubicle.

Last night I watched "Dan in Real Life". It was not a great movie, with a super believable plot, but it was sweet. I enjoyed it for what it was worth. I am finally going to watch "Juno" this evening.

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Music to Listen to: Lupe Fiasco- all of his music is the shiz

Book to Read: "Born Standing up" - Autobiography of Steve Martin"

Food to Eat: Would you believe it, Tom Cruise has the bomb Pasta Carbonara recepie ever:

http://www.oprah.com/foodhome/food/recipes/food_20031126_carbonara.jhtml

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My favorite artist is Monet



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A funny thing to do is, if you're out hiking and your friend gets bitten by a poisonous snake, tell him you're going to go for help, then go about ten feet and pretend that *you* got bit by a snake. Then start an argument with him about who's going to go get help. A lot of guys will start crying. That's why it makes you feel good when you tell them it was just a joke.

-----Jack Handy