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Well hello. I haven't written in days so , like , here I am. Oh my gaw.

I don't have so much to say. I am just not feeling super creative. I have been working like a dog, trying to throw in a workout every day, goof around online and contribute to the P1 Army front. Right now life is exhausting right now. I want to be a good friend and I feel like a jerk if I can't give my friends my time. Ah, I think I am just going through a busy season right now. Life has suddenly taken off lately, I can't believe it's been 5 months since Ben passed away. It's gnarly.

On the note of Ben, I swear I can see and feel him everywhere. He really left his mark in this world. I am am going to find his testimony and post it soon. Just to keep his spirit alive. I have no idea who reads this blog, but my brother Ben was such a sweet and caring guy. SO much. His prayer list was enormous and he took the time to pray for anyone he ever met. I'll always have a piece of him in my heart and I hope he knew how much I really did love him!



I hope I get to see him again one day. It's weird not having a sibling that lives near me. My sister is like a 1000 miles away, but she is in a good place where she's not tempted by her demons and is moving forward in her life.

Sometimes it's hard. I do kind of feel alone, but I am not in a dark place. I just looked out for those two so much as we grew up, so it's weird that I am just looking out for Katy now. SO weird.

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So on to a brighter note.

PODCASTS!

If you own an iPod and you don't get podcasts you are missing out! If you love talk radio or just great stories in general, you have to pick up:

"This American Life"


Ira Glass above is the host and I believe on of the executive producers. He has a voice that is smooth as silk and the episodes are so rich, interesting and different. There is now a show in Showtime, that is the TV version of said podcast. Go to iTunes and tune in now. Don't Wait!!!

I also get the daily shows of "Frosty, Heidi and Frank" which is a mid-day show up in LA on Free FM. Super funny and entertaining.

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There has been so much talk lately with my friends about religion, faith, gay marriage, sin and all kinds of stuff. There are so many things that are great about being a Christian. The everlasting love, the promise of eternal life, and a knowing that you aren't alone in this world. It make me really mad sometimes, that man screwed it up, and then maybe I don't feel so bad because, well we're human. To me being a Christian is about showing people unconditional love and kindness. I am not here to judge anyone. At one time in my life I had lost faith a bit in Christianity and then I discovered this guy,


Jay Bakker. Son of Tammy Faye Bakker and Jim Bakker. The page for his Church is not working but it's called the Revolution Church and he's trying to bring forth the message that Jesus was trying to bring to us all. I found this page on Wikipedia. Check this guy out, he's awesome and I am going to read his biography soon...... updates to come!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jay_Bakker


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So I guess this will be short and sweet. Dad is about to take this computer over and he's little cranky. The man accidentally walked a mile and a half out of his way while Geo Cache -ing today. It's hard to explain what it is... but if you have a GPS system, you should really check this out:

http://www.geocaching.com/

He hurt his back a bit, so by the time my mom got home from work. Dad was 2 gin and tonics in........ He fell back asleep..... looks like I may get to write longer than I thought.

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Life at work sucks ass right now.....ROYAL ASS. I have more work than normal this month and I think I can get most of it done. Man what I have to do... you don't even wanna know.



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Dad is awake.... who knows what will happen now. I'll wrap this up..... I'll give you what you came here for......


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There are many things I like to to do................... reading is one of them. I am right now reading: "Born Standing Up" by Steve Martin. About his time as a stand up comedian. Great book so far.



He's written a few screenplays and Broadway plays. My favorite one to date:


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Art will make you feel better about a bad day....... and you thought you were having one......



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Anyone who reads this, THANKS!!!! I love sharing with you. My dad is so hilarious. He tired out the dog too. Oh gosh, weird noises coming form mom and dad's room..... I am so out of here!

It's the story, of a lovely lady.....

Who happens to be my mother! My mom is a wonderful, caring and sweet person. I don't always see eye to eye with her, but who really agree with their Mom all of the time? She sacrificed so much for especially for my brother Ben. Ben had muscular dystrophy and she lived her life for him while he was on this planet. I know this year has been hard for her so far, so if you pray..... send one up for my mother, Benny Lu Evans. She is such a strong person and I admire her soo much. I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!!!!


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I am so sunburnt on my face right now. I spent the day at Qualcomm with the P1 Army for The Mikey Show Sticker strike and it was a beautiful day. WE had no idea it would be as sunny and beautiful as it was. And I just flat out forgot about sunblock. It was such a fun day and I got to hang out with a bunch of folks that I love to death.

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I am so boring today, I don't have much to say. Yesterday was super long, I feel so wiped out right now. I am gonna go watch my favorite TV show on DVD. You MUST check out this show:



This show will make you laugh your ass off I swear. I wanna go back to Philly!

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I typed in the word "weird" on Photobucket. I found this interesting......



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I am ready for something to change in my life. I have no idea what it is, but I want to live with passion and do my part to glorify God. To some of you, this may sound weird or you may not understand it, but I am ready. I feel like I have been at a bit of a stand still since Ben passed away. I am ready to get up and do something new, different..... anything. I feel as though I may be stepping out of the fog of a depression and getting the energy to pick myself up and be an even better version of myself. All know is now, I have this feeling. And I feel life pumping through my veins again.

There is no need for me to be scared anymore.

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You should own more art...............



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One Love.

I smell like pechuli oil.......

Why would you want to smell worse than you own B.O.????? REally, I can name some other great smelling oils..... sandalwood or amberwood. Pechuli really???? There is this woman in my office who is real crunchy and wears that crap. Getting in to a elevator with her is the worse. I want to rip off my own nose. And then stomp it!


Oh and another thing.......


Seriously. I watched a documentary on Peta and the woman who started it, Ingrid Newkirk. She is a frickin' weirdo. She would save a dead pigeon (flying rat) over a starving person. Gave a turkey a room with a couch and music. Really.......

Soooo a lion is a murderer. He can eat meat but I can't. Yeah. Yer smart.

PETA is a bunch of crazies and they would rather kill you........ read and decide for yourself. Meat is murder... and I wanna eat you too.


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/People_for_the_Ethical_Treatment_of_Animals

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mmmmmmmm......................... i am having the most delicious martini right now. so dirty... so tasty. olive juice is the bomb-dizzle.


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I guess I have started a little revolution here with the blogging. 3 friends o mine have now started started their own "blogspots" since I posted mine in the forum I go to everyday (P1site.com BTW).

I am excited, this blog thing is great. I can speak about whatever and you can all, well, kiss my booty. This is going to be soooo fun. Weekly blog wars will be going down for sure. Maybe we can start a blog club, like a book club. Once a week we have to write about a designated topic. Hey blog team....... whuddya think?????? Tell me in my comments.

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Hey P1 Army...... I love all of you. All of you. I have never been a part of a fan club...EVER. You are all awesome and I have made some really close friends thank to MR. P1 Danny. Sir, you are the best... you rocka my life. Spaceboy, you are more than I could have ever imagined. Joe E Tata.........why were we ripped apart at birth. You rule!!!!!

Sorry, had to gush about the fun that is the P1 Army family




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Art is good for you.................




seriously, it will cure what ails you.

This is gonna be over real quick

SO I have lots to accomplish this evening and I stayed way to late at work. Why do I even care enough to stay late. I work with someone who is so passive aggressive. If I have done something to offend or make you mad. Then fricken say something, don't let it just sit and not talk to me. GAY!!!!

This job is crazy. I should have listened to the warnings of others. I live in a world that is made of paper work. It makes me want to punch people.



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Ah, I have been so frickin' tired lately and I don't think I am gonna lose 20 pounds by Shavon's wedding. We'll see. I am ready to put in the work. Why the hell is it so easy to gain weight and difficult to get rid of it. Why is it so hard to save money and then so easy to throw it all away. Life baffles me to the max. Like totally.

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Why are most women so ridiculous most of the time. Why does it matter what brand name is on your purse. Why does eveyone want to be a size two? I wish more women would lift each other up and STOP reading US Weekly, it's so dumb. I'm telling you it's the society we live in. Shoot, I swear it's Southern California..... it warps peoples minds. IS it that there is too much sunshine out here or something? I would say 75% of women in So CAl are total and complete beatings. I can be a beating.... but I make up for it by how awesome I am as a person. Women, get it together stop judging each other and trying to one up each other. So retarded, take care of the inside before you slap a pair of Saline filled bags in your chest. Sheesh.

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Today on the Mikey Show, Mikey went off on a CRAZY Neil Diamond impersonation. Too funny. Check out the daily audio on P1site.com from Tuesday to check it out. If you don't know who Neil Diamond is..... figure it out already



He' like buttah.

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Get some culture........

I'm Ron Burgundy???......

Over all, I felt like the podcast went REALLY well on Saturday. Go Podcast team! Break.

I think now we aren't taking things so seriously and having genuine fun with it. I think we could even break away from diving into the mikey show as much and maybe focus more on P1 Site and the like. Next episode will be NO. 5, like mambo.

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I to date have not seen the latest episode of "LOST".



I know I will have time to watch it finally tomorrow. It's funny how TV isn't such a huge deal to me lately, well, except for my late night reality shows. Name one, and I I've seen it. Some are a little more "scripted" than others, but it makes me happy to know I'm not that messed up that I need a reality for attention.

Ah but LOST, everyone I know watching the show is freaking the hell out. I will get there dorks.

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I miss having more girlfriends in my life. One is coming back home soon, the other, she's planning a wedding, so let's just say "She's not well right now". All my other ladies are sprinkled across the country. I love hanging out with the guys, but sometimes they drive me nuts and whuddya know, they have nuts. I want to be able to cry freely and talk about how I hate my fat ass and "Rock of Love".

Honestly though, I am ready to move the hell out of southern california. It is so expensive here, I don't know how long I can afford it out here and raise a family. SCARY.

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Man, why don't I write poetry anymore? I wonder if it's because when I made most of those works long ago........ I was on drugs, well one drug. Weird how drugs makes you so creative and so stupid all at the same time. I don't miss those days at all and to think it was only 5 years ago, man how time flies.

I have to say, I bitch about my parents sometimes, but they are the best roommates ever. Really, it's so kick back and it's not free. It's my choice, but I know I am where God wants me for now. I wonder where HE wants me to go next??

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I typed in 'inventions' on photobucket................. this is my fave......



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I LIKE ART.........



and I like you.